I have a confession to make. I have not been completely honest with
you. I’ve been a fool for a long, long time. My whole life has been one
big lie. Though I’ve never hurt or lied to anyone about it, I feel like
I have committed a sin.
It turned out I was not as strong as I thought. I lost control in multiple occasions. This habit of mine has definitely affected my health.
My capacity to think clearly for myself has diminished to the point where I can no longer tell the difference between the reality and the illusion. My will power is almost non-existent. All I know is that it feels good when I put this substance in my mouth. It gives me an instant gratification. All my stress melts away, and it frees me from the pain and the suffering….at least temporarily.